Monday, April 23, 2007

I am my own worst enemy...

I don’t have as much time as I thought I did when I started this blog. So it’s been hard to get back here to keep it updated, for that I apologize. Things have been going pretty well lately. I have been working a lot of overtime so I have not had a whole lot of time or energy to pursue sex. I will be taking a week soon for some R & R with my wife in a warmer climate. Interestingly enough or I should say true to form I have already put an ad on craigslist to try to hook-up with a guy in the area I am going to. I guess I am a slut. Hey, I always admitted to liking sex with guys.

The situation at work has quieted down quite a bit. If you recall I played with fire and got burned. I have had little contact with the guy who outed me, really only to rip into him about what he did to me. I am ashamed to say, I am still sexually attracted to him. The sex was awesome (and I never use that word). In my weak moments, I think maybe we can get together again for sex. It’s really up to me. I doubt very much it will happen but being the age I am, I never say never. What the fuck am I saying here!!! I am fucked up.

My relationship with my wife has been pretty good. The sex part not so good, It’s been few and far between. The few times we have had sex, have been very mechanical and I hate that. I could just as well jerk-off. I will keep you posted on how my vacation is going as I will be connected most of the trip. Not for work, just for pleasure…..

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