And time stops for no one.

While most of the sex lately has been with men, I still enjoy sex with woman! Over the years I have had a very close female friend. We would get together every now and then. The sex was always great. She was a very responsive and engaged lover. I use the word lover because I do love her. Anyway I have not seen her in quite sometime and would like to. I do miss the softness of a woman's contact. I am always torn between meeting and not meeting because it always sets off mixed feelings on my part, but the draw of the great sex is undeniable. So I will most likely meet her soon. She is aware of my bisexuality and seems to be ok with it. I have even mentioned to her that I would like her to join me in a threesome. She has not said no. Our schedules are such, that we have a difficult time meeting now, I cant imagine trying to throw in a 3rd person. For now I will have to fantasize about it and watch bi porn. Sometimes I feel like I am drowning in my own sexuality. When the family was young I was able to integrate my bisexuality into my day to day life, all the time keeping it safe and secret. Now as I am older and not responsible for the day to day upbringing children duties. I seem to be having a more difficult time. As I said previously I would like to be out on my own for a while. I have been married since I was 20 years old I think I did my duty and would like to see the world so to speak.